I don't want to have the conversation again.

I found out today that another one of Aaron's friends has died. He was 24. I don't know how long they were "friends". I do know they had done drugs together. I may have me mentioned him in prior post, I don't remember. Last year after Aaron was arrested I had a conversation with his grandmother. She told me then he had almost died a couple of weeks prior to our conversation. He had overdosed. She found him blue and put her oxygen on him. She saved his life. He did not die of an overdose yesterday. He hung himself. Now I have to figure out how to tell Aaron once again that a friend has committed suicide.

It's all good.

No excitement, which is good. Strike that. The oldest son is moving out at the end of this week!! YAY!!! It's about damn time lol. It's all still good!!!
I've been visiting Aaron every Sunday. We are both enjoying these visits more than I can put into words. Still eligible or parole in December. He should know sometime next month if he will get it or not. He did make the statement last week that if he doesn't make it he will be devastated. He then went on to say that it won't be good, he will end up in prison. Note to self, bring this up at next visit and remind him the only thing he can control is his reaction. He is still working on the road crew at the jail and is near our area hood quite often. He said they will be picking up trash on our road this week so he will walk right in front of our house. I'm thinking about making a poster board sign to put in the yard for him to see, like "We love Aaron" or something. Then the funny evil side comes out and I think maybe I should leave a little bit of trash in the ditch. Give the inmates something to do HA HA.