Why am I nervous?

I don't know. I'm not the one that should be nervous. I don't understand. You would think this is the first time I have done this. It's not. Hell I'm a pro at this. Wish my body knew that today. Aaron goes to court today for a preliminary hearing on his second burglary charge. He has had several prelim hearings, so why is this one othering me so much? The waiting is not helping any. Seems to be making it worse.